Have you ever been in the middle of a frustrating meeting, a difficult conversation, or a parenting moment, and thought, who IS this person, and why are they wearing my face?
You snapped when you meant to listen. You shut down when you meant to lead. You defaulted to some version of you that felt suspiciously like your 14-year-old self.

I’ve been sitting with something Susan David shared in her newsletter late last year. It just won’t leave me alone. She distinguished between cultures of “human doing” versus “human being,” noting that when we evaluate people solely on output, we abandon a human-first approach. Her punch line got me: “The best workplaces don’t just measure what you do, they recognize who you are.”

You know that feeling when you’re leading through a high-stakes moment, like a big presentation, a difficult conversation, a critical decision, and there’s this whole internal drama happening that nobody else can see? Your chest is tight, your inner critic is running commentary, and you’re working twice as hard to look calm on the outside as you are to actually do the work itself?

I’ve been wrestling with a slightly uncomfortable idea lately. After coaching leaders to “show up authentically” and “bring your whole self to work” (words I’ve probably uttered many times), I recently encountered research that challenges this well-worn mantra in ways I couldn’t ignore. Tomas Chamorro-Premuzic’s work on authenticity has forced me to reconsider what I thought I knew about effective leadership.